wahHHh....nice manz..i like this backgrd leh....ahaha...playing wif codes quite fun actually..hEe.wOOooooo.....dots.anw,for visual elements,we are doing on dot n line.haha.so maybe my blog will be able to inspire me in my work...lol...*crAp* =P
hmMM...left one assignment to do..basic drawing deh..ahahah..draw 5 balls...ahemM..balls...yar...using pencil,charcoal pencil,charcoal stick n white chalk.i drew in class liao..not nice..so have to draw again..dun like leh...arGh..BD is the one lesson that i really dread..that's what being a student is all abt right?? dread sm,love sm...hEe. *yaWn* procrastinating now..ahaha..
can't wait for 3/8...can't wait....jay chou's new album out!!!

counting down........

capts.. 

If im lost, will you find me?

If im scared, will you comfort me?

If im lonely, will you stay with me?

If im cold, will you keep me warm?

If i cry, will you dry my tears?

If i gave you my heart,will you keep it safe?

If i gave you my love, would you treasure it?

I don't know if you will.

ho ho ho..i finished 2 assignments today.ahaha.quite happi wif myself.heE.*shY* no lar,cuz teh 2nd assignment was really tough.my mind was blank for a few days when i kept thinking abt it n just now,ta dah! it was actually so easy peasy.lol.nonono,not easy,its just that i din see the pt.then just now i think i saw it so it turned out to be ok lar.ahaha.so now can relax a bit.heE.
jay chou's new song out!!!!! damn nice!!!!!!!!!! how come!!!!!! why he so pro??????!!!!!?????? *jealous* ahaha.jealous.but damn nice k.the moment i heard it,i knew it was it.it's jay chou's year!!!! he's gonna grab all the awards.ahaha.nono,the awards wld swarm towards him.haha.really vvvvvv nice.den i saw his mv dis morn!!!! wah....high manZ...felt so high....haha.jay chou is a pro!!!! den now everyday i will listen to this qi1 li3 xiang1 song cuz i can't get enuf of it!! n becuz im trying to make out the lyrics oso.lolx.bt its still nice ok.pro arh! i hope his other songs wld be as gd or even better....hahahahaha....wanna yu4 gou4????dunno.no $$$.hEe.
recently,i have come to dislike a particular subject.basic drawing.tmr afternoon's class loh.sianZ.sit there the whole time n stare at a few dead objects in front of you n draw.like what manZ.damn boring.damn tiring.damn no meaning at all.i dun like.n i dun like the teacher either.haiZ.bt still have to go.bo bian.at least ask me to draw human figs i still enjoy a little bit more bt pls,not dead things.like vase,pots,wine bottles.......can die...tmr using charcoal.shd be shading stuff.saw other class did today.equally boring lar.bt cant complain too much oso hor...hEe.
after sch today went to sinseh.wif tatu n berd.cuz when i lock my right ankle the pain starts to surge.wahh...pain pain...for a few days liao bt i dong3 loh..until yesterday..today forgot to bring hp to sch.ahahha..was in a hurry...cuz i watched jay's mv mah..heE..wanna get 7610!!! nice nice...bt only after my 2 year plan...hmMM..duno leh.i quite like it..looks cool.got nice functions.i hope i can play on sunday.against home.i dun wanna lose again.lost 2 out of 3 games can u believe it....haiZ....
okokok....gtg.....still got hw to do leh.....

remember hor,who's the pro??? jay chou!!!!!!! =)

OKOKOK.HERE"S MY LATEST OK.c,i very tired liao still blog.cuz pple complaining lor.ahaha.done my hw halfway den brain cannot work liao.still got...erm..10 more figures to draw.this time its box figures.draw humans in the form of boxes loh.easier than those skeleton stick figs.ahah.bt now den i noe,very tiring leh.1 hr did at most 5 only.5.yay,5.ahaha.boO hoO.5 only.yar loh.den got another assignment oso.that one more diff arh! wah,i dun quite understand.catch no ball seh.nvm,that one think later.
tmr got another pile of hw.see lar,my life so ku3.ahaha.bt really,smtimes i enjoy what i do,smtimes i damn tired.have to get use to it hor.bt nv get tired of football leh.i mean like after sch,travel to braddell to train.on the way very tired bt den reach there liao,energy!ahaha.
i like angelino's latest entry.can copy??heE.can lar..ahaha...

When you are together with that SPECIAL SOMEONE,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that SPECIAL SOMEONE is not around,
you might look around to find them.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that SPECIAL SOMEONE.

You are scared of making mistakes infront of that SPECIAL SOMEONE,
You will look around before you speak.
cOs yOu are scare that u will say something wrong when
that SPECIAL SOMEONE is around.

You are much more excited for one short e-mail
from that SPECIAL SOMEONE than other many long e-mails.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages
in your answering machine because of one message from that
SPECIAL SOMEONE.

You keep telling yourself, "that SPECIAL SOMEONE is just a friend",
but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction.

(".) (.") ('.') yOu are in my mind.. SPECIAL SOMEONE

elo.sad news.i can't play NSSL!!! haiz.cuz i played Challenge Cup for u19.missed out on NSSL for 2 years liao.3rd yr now.i really wanna win a trophy noe.tsk.today got trng at TGCC.dun noe whether to go cuz i may need to see sinseh budden i dislike gg to sinsehs cuz have to take medicine n all plus have to bandage my knee.got a knock on sunday i tink.not sure oso.but monday morn when i woke up,waaHHh,right knee ache.luckily still can walk so.....N berd already said,SS trng oso got fitness.so,still thinking lar......ahahaha....
regina's bday yesterday.msg her to wish her.nv reply deh.everytime msg her nv reply.sianz.dun wan msg her liaO. =P
into chapter 2 of photoshop.den realised that actually it's quite fun.haha.bt can't rem everything of cuz.like got diff keys for the same function for diff tools...ai yo.
yesterday got figure drawing class.had to draw 30 stick figures on the spot n submit.ahaha.quite stressed budden i like just sketch n submit.the rest of the pple did so slowly cuz they din sketch.they drew.budden i saw the teacher sketch mah.so i just sketch loh.anw,ahaha,for hw have to draw another 10 stick figures and i really drew lar.not sketch.i drew,erm,16+10 figures ok.cuz i din DRAW for the class work so just draw more loh.heE.

sch's fun.for now.i hope that's gonna be the way for 4 yrs!! =)

yo! what a nice dashboard!whEeeee..trying out the fonts...eh....very few leh....this font is the nicccccEEEesssstTTTTT...ahaha..georgia!can use picasa for free too!!! yIpEEeEe...ahahha...just went to BB to buy art stuff again.sianz.3 times liao n 3 times i met the same counter staff.sometimes so paiseh oso....heE.her name is what....eh....leeny ng or reeny ng.....ahaha...this font damn nice can.haha.spent the most today.$63.siao liao.i think there's more to come.haiZ.really din expect to have to spend so much know.although can claim from the D.A.D foundation bt still.......must save lar.aye,forgot what i wanna say....ermmm....dun wanna tok abt football liao.sian.how i wish i can drive now!!!! *suLK* x5 oh yar,humPh,have to start learning computer programmes by myself leh.wah.this sucks the most.have to start learning photoshop,freehand,pagemaker,dreamweaver,flash,fireworks,director,3D Max Studio,AutoCad.........yar loh..i know im damn not gd at macromedia programmes or those types which have so many tool boxes ard the screen wif farnie farnie icons that dun tell you what they are for..headache manZ.
very tired now leh.driving lesson in the morn,den immediately went to BB.was waiting for Art FRen to open its big doors..can't shout Open Sesame mah,so went to Mac to take my 2nd breakfast.ahaha.hungry.wanna slp now!!!!! bt have to learn photoshop....*soB*
 
wakey wakey!!!!
 
P.S.nice shades of blue yar...heE =)

elo! yupyup,managed to squeeze time to blog!yaY!haha.actually today was damn irritating n pretty free.only had 1 lesson!!! n it lasted less than an hr.a few of us din know that the afternoon class was cancelled so we blindly waited for like 4hrs for that class only to realise that ooPs,teacher was absent.n only 4 of us were not informed that class was cancelled.wth manz.so felt damn cheated of my time n to make myself feel better,i went shopping.heE.the first trip to Art Fren was compulsory shopping.2nd time in 3 days that i had to walk all the way to BB.buy n buy like siao.X know! bt i claimed the first time's expenses from dad.like $31! my weekly allowance only $50 leh.one of my frens got $50 a day............ok,bt today spent only like $7 so nvm lar.bought sculpture stuff.yeah,sculpture intro lesson in the morn.the cher tok like damn dead.no whatso expression n quite monotone in fact.bt at least he is not so damn stern or what lar..haha.he must have been sculptured by sculpture into a gentle,softspoken giant.i tink week2 wld be a horrible week.i have this premonition.cuz week 1 all intros.week 2 start work all at the same time for 7 subs.wahhHHh....nvm,who says i can't handle huh!!! =P ya ya,then done wif my shopping at BB,decided last min to walk further to BJ...maybe cuz i still felt pretty cheated of my time.so walk walk there,saw a nice 3/4 sleeve OP tEe..bought it! haha,that made me felt gd..cuz at least i got smtg i like.heE.tmr got erm,rendering techniques(??) and basic drawing lessons..i tink im gonna die for the later lesson.saw this morn another class having it...u noe what? they all sat in a circle n started drawing a few vases placed in the center of the circle.those who din have drawing boards had to lie down on the floor loh.siao liao.but nvm,who says u can't handle it huh!!!! =P
pray hard not too many assignment tmr.........pls pls pls......got trng!! sat driving...spEEd! sun game.aYe.

im losing interest in football.no no,im losing interest in eb.cannot like that lar!!!

hey peeps! haha.finally got time to go online.lol.just wanna say,it has been fun!busy!ahaha.today off day bt still got hw to do.my first assignment was figure drawing.draw a male,female and kid.either clothed or not.ahaha.intend to draw both.wah piang,now then i know drawing a person is so ma2 fan2.bt at least train me to be more patient ok.haha.tmr got sculpture n printmaking classes.sure hope they are fun! =)

ta~ta~

tot i will just blog a bit abt my first day at NAFA.not exactly first day bt orientation.it was like any other sec sch orientation where they made you wait standing instead of sitting until your legs go numb.then another long period of waiting after registration.and finally,to our respective classes.1M is ma class! while i was waiting to get to my class,there was this gal standing in front of me whom i tot looked like someone i saw on friendster.haha.not the first time already.quite weird rit.seeing someone's pic n den seeing her real person.n u dun even noe that person.n that person doesn't know that you have seen her b4.lol.ok.i think she plays rugby bt not so sure anw.i tell u manz,my class is a damn sianz class.got chinese students from china.4 i tink.1 malay.mostly 18 years old n quite a few over 20.nv tok a lot lar.u noe me,i dun tok a lot to strangers.only a little bit to 2 chinese students.now then i noe this sch damn strict abt discipline n punctuality.wah piang.i tell u,can't be late for class for more than 10mins otherwise barred from entering class n marked absent.everyone's attendance is taken when u scan ur own card onto a sensor next to every classroom door n it's only when u scan ur card can u enter the room.siao rit.n will u believe it or not,there are so many many many cameras everywhere.so many! too rich seh.where's the privacy???? even the lifts,u need to scan ur card to get it moving.wah piang.den i read the NAFA handbook.full of rules i tell u.*isH* but nvm,im not a problem student rit....haha..=P hopefully not in the future.hmmm...den we must come up wif a cheer to present today.yes,still got orientation today.sianz.that's the worse thing abt orientation for me.coming up wif items to present.come on lar,that's so lao3 tao4.den we went to tour the sch.damn nice the sch.everything new.got soooOOO many comp labs.IBM,i-Mac,DELL....wahhHH...got studio for video n sound recording.got big big balcony that's damn nice.but unfortunately,there's where most smokers gather.haha.oh well,and there's the skylight rooms too.for fine art students.wah,those are damn nice.the ceiling has windows at 45deg to allow light to enter.siao liao.damn nice k.esp at nite.imagine.woOO..bt im not taking fine art lar.den we went over to the SPA(SCh of Performing Arts) building.got 3 buildings in all.SVA(Visual),SPA and SFS(Fashion).the SPA building got 1 big auditorium.not bad lar,although dun noe y pple keep saying that its so impressive.maybe they haven't seen bigger ones.lol.ok,anw,first day orientation very boring.luckily it ended at 4 so i took bus to trng.luckily got straight bus to braddell.ahahha.hmmm..i think there are lots of hidden costs when u study at NAFA.like all the art materials u have to buy,i dun think they provide everything,so yar......esp fine art.all sorts of liquid stuff,paintbrushes,pastels,pastel pencils blah blah.....wah..think we so damn rich izit...cuz this is the new NAFA building and we are the first batch to enter so later got what handover ceremony where we have to walk from the old building to the new building wearing the orientation tee...then got party@ the rooftop.haha.i like the rooftop part bt maybe not the party.ahaha.being on the rooftop at nite,damn nice.reminds me of jay's song.lol.
okok,let's tok abt trng.very fun! in fact at the end of the day,it made my whole day so fun i forgot abt how boring orientation was.haha.the exercises we did were damn fun.under coach jamal.his exercises always more fun.i think oso becuz of the less shouting we hear.heE.n everytime when he says last 5 or last 10,everyone wld scramble to the front of the queue.esp no.7 and no.10..haha..shHHH..
only have today n sunday to enjoy liao.start monday is serious stuff.can't fool ard.bt not gd to pressurise myself too much oso rit.i just hope that i can still attend trngs regularly bt at the same time have enuf time for my sch work.cuz i love both! =)

that's life.doing what excites u.may the passion be undying! =)

hey! hey! hey! went to the so-called biggest adidas store in singapore.sianz arh.haha.the only thing i like there is the big big jonny wilkinson poster.can give me?? lol.but i like the fitting room!! omgoodness.you gotta try those.go inside n do some moves.wah piang,u can see the effects.haha.dun tell u what it is,go try go try. =P then met cynthia n her frens at bugis.wanted to buy the all-time famous prawn cracker or smtg like that from e food court budden lazy.haha.my dad loves those! me too! haha,but can't eat too much of that lar.nowadays,must check what i eat.must think think b4 putting anything into my mouth.ahaha.orientation tmr! excited,nervous,no lar,just dunno what to expect.of cuz expect the best lar har. =)


P.S.angeline! pls lar,correct ur english can.i really want to laugh when i read ur entries.i mean i really cannot help laughing.FRIED BEE HOON pls.FIRED BEE HOON??????

aiyo.nowadays very lazy to blog.like have to rewrite everything that happened during the day.sianz.haha.i tink i blog only when i have inspiration lar.haha.den can share my inspiration wif everyboOOODddDDdyyyy.lol.more interesting than just typing out how my day was mah.ahaha.n lazy to tok abt games oso lar.just read angelino milo's blog ok.she very detailed one.except her spelling mistakes that one erm,test ur english power only lar.ahaha.but these few days no inspiration except for now.my inspiration for today is,ahem ahem,i am losing interest in blogging.ahaha.no lar.erm,these few days like very depressed leh.dunno y oso noe.very farnie arh my brain or body or whatever.maybe its post-euro symptoms attacking me.still sad that portugal lost.sob.n dun wanna add fullstops to my sentences so you all read properly ok tried malay tutu kway for the first time quite nice although a little too different from the typical chinese one but still ok lar maybe its the weather that's depressing me i dun noe leh friday got orientation n sat too hope i dun need to miss trng monday's trng,erm,if you read angelino milo's blog really sucked dun tell anyone else dun tell the coach trng sucks doesn't mean its not good or that there was nth to learn bt that i was very tired and still had to do a lot of running so quite pissed me off that's all wanna use fullstops now.ok,c ya when i get my next inspiration.haha.no lar,i will blog deh lar.watch this space!(although i prefer to write in my diary leh.ahaha fullstop x5)

break.broken.heartbroken.

winning is everything.

today is sat.feel so damn free.heE.haha.relaxed!cuz only have to go church at 3pm.play drums! yaY! its been a month since i touched a drum set.lol.so ver ver excited! =) but also nervous lar.today is for practise,tmr is the real thing.ahHHh..haha.but cool k. can't wait can't wait! wah,yesterday's trng very hot seh.cld practically hear berd's voice echo off the sch walls time n time again.before trng,cld see that he cld unhappy that pple have to leave early,this n that.he expects total commitment from all players i guess.i tot can do light trng deh,but den see his attitude,scared arh.so just do as the rest did loh.heE.but not so bad,do basics like chesting,heading......wah,had a headache yesterday morn plus more heading=bonKers liao.last exercise before trng ended was heading too!! siao liao.n the balls damn power,head till quite painful.den once i chest berd's cross ball,siao liao,damn pain! but the farnie thing is,i felt so good after trng.dun feel sick at all! not so lethargic like the past few days where i had to stay at home.hah,that's way pple say,exercise even when you are sick! lol,no lar,that's what i say.heE.cuz really what,unless really can't climb out of bed lar.i find that on quite a few occasions when i feel quite ok but not totally ok yet,n i go for trngs,i feel much better after that. =)
the biggest adidas shop at bugis???? me wanna go too!! heE.before the GSS is over.haha.but adidas not stupid deh lar.they sale you those clothes made in malaysia,indonesia,philippines.not made in china deh.haha.but as long as it is nice,i will buy! heeEe.
angeline very sad loh,cuz berd scolded her a few times i tink.dunno what really happen oso lar,but smtimes berd really hen3 what deh loh,a bit biased oso...siGh.just play your football ok.play my football too.excited abt sunday!first time playing league for eb.or so-called BA.haha.stupid name.den have 40 seater coach!haha.so shiok.like that time in china.aye.feel so sad when i tink of those china days.miss them.cuz u noe y,we were treated like kings.i mean,like stay in hotel,eat hotel food,get chauffered everywhere.wherever we go,pple look at us blah blah....n life was damn relaxed.no stress,until before game lar.anw,40 seater coach!! haha.but most imptly,must win our games.huMPh.i feel more togetherness in this team than u19 noe.really.like i feel part of the team n ......everyone is so friendly towards one another,like one big family.that is if you look at it in a nice way lar.but that's enuf.like berd said,we have to know each player's strengths n weaknesses in order to play well.so that the whole team can function properly.he knows every player inside out n that helps the team too,when it comes to tactics n stuff.so,on one hand,he is a good coach,on the other,he needs to improve on his blahblahblah too.heE.

portugal for champ ok. =)

all of a sudden,i want Portugal to win this tourney.i dun noe why.partly,i tink it is becuz of what i saw this morn after the game ended.emotions,they are just like waves,wif troughs n peaks.as for tonite,i really am gunning for the czechs.i alwaz tot the word "czech" is the coolest word ard.its spelling,together wif its pronounciation.so fast,euro 04 is ending.gonna miss it i know.those days when there weren't any matches,i sort of felt like smtg was missing in my life.like,eh,smtg not right.heE.but frankly,since tuesday,everyday was quite boring except when it came to this morn.was sick,cldn't go for trng..missed out quite a lot i guess.but tmr! i will be back at braddell.can't wait.missing it oredi.can't wait to run 6 rds,do sprints,kick the ball!!!
thought of betting on the final game.hmMm..reminds me of the last time i betted.when i was in jc2 i tink.yar.lost $60 in 2 matches.haha.at that time,it was the champions league.my whole class,including the gals(!),were all investing their $$ into clubs.the bois were like so crazi,spending hundreds of bucks into each game.wahH.then i sort of got influenced,heE,so i tried twice.lost lor.but nvm,as i said,and as we all told our form teacher,its a form of investment.no risk,no gain.heE.but the bois won quite a lot.they were even counting their earnings between lessons.lol.aye,those were the days.now they are slogging their guts out in NS.haHaha. =P well,there's always time to relax n enjoy and time to work hard rit.but nowadays,the betting system like got more complicated.got soOO many types of bets on 1 game.what half time score,after extra time score,no of goals and what have you...luan liao..
the singapore food festival starts today! well,practically its tmr for me n my family.heE.wanna go to the "carpark opposite cold storage"! haha.n the chinatown one.those that dun need to pay just for you to get in deh lar.hah.yeah,that "carpark opposite cold storage" reminded me of the times when i was little n my parents brought me to some sort of road side stalls.i rem it was late at nite n some part of the road was closed just for those push cart hawkers to sell their stuff.alwaz crowded but i like.cuz very cosy despite the noisy environment n esp since it was at night,very romantic too.heE.yar,i know the meaning of romantic when i was just like in primary sch ok.heE hee.yar,n i rem the fishballs which i alwaz ate.i only rem the fishballs lar.got satay n all sorts also,but i only rem the fishballs.haha.those were the days.siGh.
pple say teenage years are the best years cuz its the time to do whatever you like without caring for the consequences,do exciting stuff,being able to try new stuff,take risks,live reckless lives(!)..that's the general description lar ok.u noe,like late nites out n so forth.erm,but so far,i dun feel that way.n im oredi 18!! gg to 19.*saD* not that i wanna live a reckless life or what,but i feel that i have not lived enuf of my teenage years n im already gg on to 20.u get what i mean....i feel that i am missing out on many things that other teenagers are doing...i want to try many many things,things that i have never done b4.but what holds me back is always the consequences,cuz they are unknown.so does the problem lie wif me or what? shd i heck care the consequences of my actions n "Just Do It" or what?? i tink that is pretty irresponsible isn't it..i dun wanna live in regret that i have not done this,done that.....but i dun wanna get myself into some trouble that i can't get myself out of oso...oh well,how i really wish i am Wayne Rooney or C.Ronaldo...kicking some ball as a profession..scoring for my country..playing in Euro 04! playing in the World Cup Finals.winning trophies.getting caps.N at a young age! dreams or what...bubbles?

let's take one step at a time.