1.7.04

all of a sudden,i want Portugal to win this tourney.i dun noe why.partly,i tink it is becuz of what i saw this morn after the game ended.emotions,they are just like waves,wif troughs n peaks.as for tonite,i really am gunning for the czechs.i alwaz tot the word "czech" is the coolest word ard.its spelling,together wif its pronounciation.so fast,euro 04 is ending.gonna miss it i know.those days when there weren't any matches,i sort of felt like smtg was missing in my life.like,eh,smtg not right.heE.but frankly,since tuesday,everyday was quite boring except when it came to this morn.was sick,cldn't go for trng..missed out quite a lot i guess.but tmr! i will be back at braddell.can't wait.missing it oredi.can't wait to run 6 rds,do sprints,kick the ball!!!
thought of betting on the final game.hmMm..reminds me of the last time i betted.when i was in jc2 i tink.yar.lost $60 in 2 matches.haha.at that time,it was the champions league.my whole class,including the gals(!),were all investing their $$ into clubs.the bois were like so crazi,spending hundreds of bucks into each game.wahH.then i sort of got influenced,heE,so i tried twice.lost lor.but nvm,as i said,and as we all told our form teacher,its a form of investment.no risk,no gain.heE.but the bois won quite a lot.they were even counting their earnings between lessons.lol.aye,those were the days.now they are slogging their guts out in NS.haHaha. =P well,there's always time to relax n enjoy and time to work hard rit.but nowadays,the betting system like got more complicated.got soOO many types of bets on 1 game.what half time score,after extra time score,no of goals and what have you...luan liao..
the singapore food festival starts today! well,practically its tmr for me n my family.heE.wanna go to the "carpark opposite cold storage"! haha.n the chinatown one.those that dun need to pay just for you to get in deh lar.hah.yeah,that "carpark opposite cold storage" reminded me of the times when i was little n my parents brought me to some sort of road side stalls.i rem it was late at nite n some part of the road was closed just for those push cart hawkers to sell their stuff.alwaz crowded but i like.cuz very cosy despite the noisy environment n esp since it was at night,very romantic too.heE.yar,i know the meaning of romantic when i was just like in primary sch ok.heE hee.yar,n i rem the fishballs which i alwaz ate.i only rem the fishballs lar.got satay n all sorts also,but i only rem the fishballs.haha.those were the days.siGh.
pple say teenage years are the best years cuz its the time to do whatever you like without caring for the consequences,do exciting stuff,being able to try new stuff,take risks,live reckless lives(!)..that's the general description lar ok.u noe,like late nites out n so forth.erm,but so far,i dun feel that way.n im oredi 18!! gg to 19.*saD* not that i wanna live a reckless life or what,but i feel that i have not lived enuf of my teenage years n im already gg on to 20.u get what i mean....i feel that i am missing out on many things that other teenagers are doing...i want to try many many things,things that i have never done b4.but what holds me back is always the consequences,cuz they are unknown.so does the problem lie wif me or what? shd i heck care the consequences of my actions n "Just Do It" or what?? i tink that is pretty irresponsible isn't it..i dun wanna live in regret that i have not done this,done that.....but i dun wanna get myself into some trouble that i can't get myself out of oso...oh well,how i really wish i am Wayne Rooney or C.Ronaldo...kicking some ball as a profession..scoring for my country..playing in Euro 04! playing in the World Cup Finals.winning trophies.getting caps.N at a young age! dreams or what...bubbles?

let's take one step at a time.

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