looks like M.I.A are the big three invisible letters on my blog! lolx..
since week 1, school has been occupying 95% of my thoughts.is that sad or what?lolx..
nope! actually a little pressure is good.moreover i am doing what i like! =)
still,u wun see me smiling a lot.haha!
our squash date failed.. =(((
all back out at the last minute.only gina called at the last minute! haha..but by then,it was already cancelled.
i bet gina wun be reading my blog.shall i speak behind her back here? lolx...
even if i want to, i have nothing to say also.lolx..only that she wants her presents!.... which i haven't bot.lolx..
jean said something abt my eyes.hmmm...i dun see any difference thou.just that i realise that i cannot sleep before 12 midnight.even if i lie on my bed at 11,i can't sleep.so might as well do stuff till midnite rit! hahaha...i duno.
had weird dreams the past few days..about suicide.twice.
the first time one was BIG scale suicide.i was working in a building where pple who wanted to commit suicide came to register their names and wait for their turn in a huge hall until it was their time to jump down this very tall and huge building.i was attending to one old lady.she was in the process of registering her name when i suddenly felt compelled to discourage her from doing so.and i was so emotionally entangled that i started to plead wif her not to end her life.can't believe it.the emotions were so real! i succeded and we ran out of the building.
......then after that i can't remember.lolx.
the second one was located near my hse.i saw this young girl thru the window of her flat and she was trying to climb out of the window to jump.the window was no ordinary window.it was very huge,reaching right up to the ceiling.and it was quite brightly lit,the room.it was like a fantasised mental hospital type of window.like a rich family's hse type u noe.yeah.erm,then i was like staring but i din do anything.HAHAHA.....
if only someone could interpret my dreams...but anyway,i wouldn't really be interested.hee.
haven't seen milo n gina for months! haiz.we all seem too busy to have the time to meet up.
tomorrow's game, hopefully i can play.even if for a while.but then it wun be fun.haha.
lots of stuff on my mind.
i haven't been burning calories.
sigh.