u know,i want to look forward.i have decided to put an end to salvaging anything.i know i have said that 'i decided to...' many times abt this matter.but now,yes.im sick and tired.i wanna let go forever and have no regrets.sometimes, we just have to move on.the feeling is gone.
im very tired today.trng was under hot sun.after that went to queensway wif gina and elmo.till 7 plus.tired liao.gina still want to walk somemore and take more photos.sorry manz if i was showing you the sick attitude cuz when im tired, i just am not in the mood to play or joke.and wif gina,you can't help but not be serious.that's the difficult part.
i am really worried that i will not be in form tmr.really,today was damn bad.i think i deproved quite a lot.i feel that i am slower in everything i do.what is happening?
there has been a lot of talk among us about the club.lots of stuff.crowding my mind and unconsciously influencing my thoughts and decisions.i feel that i have a lot to lose if i make THE decision but on the other hand, it's about yuan2 ze2 u noe.we will see what happens tomorrow.

if only football is everything football is about.

how nice.