28.5.05

u know,i want to look forward.i have decided to put an end to salvaging anything.i know i have said that 'i decided to...' many times abt this matter.but now,yes.im sick and tired.i wanna let go forever and have no regrets.sometimes, we just have to move on.the feeling is gone.
im very tired today.trng was under hot sun.after that went to queensway wif gina and elmo.till 7 plus.tired liao.gina still want to walk somemore and take more photos.sorry manz if i was showing you the sick attitude cuz when im tired, i just am not in the mood to play or joke.and wif gina,you can't help but not be serious.that's the difficult part.
i am really worried that i will not be in form tmr.really,today was damn bad.i think i deproved quite a lot.i feel that i am slower in everything i do.what is happening?
there has been a lot of talk among us about the club.lots of stuff.crowding my mind and unconsciously influencing my thoughts and decisions.i feel that i have a lot to lose if i make THE decision but on the other hand, it's about yuan2 ze2 u noe.we will see what happens tomorrow.

if only football is everything football is about.

how nice.

24.5.05

it's the the hols! okay,no excuse to say im too busy to blog...haha..maybe only too lazy...
tree climbing was fun! as elmo said.but tiring too..had to use a lot of strength...till my hands all ma2 diao4..and when you reach up there,actually,there's nothing really nice to see..no beautiful scenery or whatever..just maybe the feeling of hanging up there,above the ground blahblahblah...hahahaha...
went to SAM today...exhibition of local artists like Liu Kang, Georgette Chen, Chen Wen Hsi, CHeong Soo Pieng..........quite nice......fortunately there were many sec sch kids ard...excursion i think...otherwise the museum wld be so quiet and creepy i would be darn afraid! yeah.u heard of it right...the SAM museum was or IS haunted!!!!! lolx....and it was really quiet at the 2nd level..i walked hurriedly...anyway the exhibits thre weren't really nice..HAHAHHAHAA...
bought new ear rings!haha..nice nice...although can only wear on one side...but i like it! =)
have to wait for one more day to st soccer trng...supposed to be today!!!!!!! *sulK*
and yeah,i bought the pok phone.SF65.lolx..well,i guess if you get used to it,it's gonna be fine.but watch the N Series!!! woooHHOoooo...hahahhahaha....
all right...everybody! enjoy ur hols(if you are having it...!)!!!!!! =D

17.5.05

205PM: sch.comp lab.blogging.
lol.yup,im waiting patiently for assessment to fly by.but i have to say that assessment is quite exciting.HAHA.
gg for 2H chalet tonite! a bit uncertain cuz dunno how it will be like.....u know...dorko dun really like situations where i just sit ard and try to entertain myself.lolx.dorko a bit anti-social deh.that's why the name dao kia! =)
went for my first trng since 2 weeks.damn.the fitness wasn't there.obviously.and the pitch really was bad.i had dirty water in my mouth and all over my body.disgusting.but fun! lolx.i miss the days where we played in the rain.rem u19,real heavy rain and we carried on.the feeling of being drenched can be a good feeling in fact.
JK told me b4 the doors closed that i could have done better.damn.i din noe how to reply so i just smiled a bit.quite disturbed by it thou.sigh.but i can't do anything now.i guess my A is gone with the wind.yeah.the wind is pretty strong now.raining outside.have till 530.so i guess have to do something meaningful with my time.u know rit,dorko hates to waste time.sometimes i even think that relaxing and doing nothing good is a waste of time.lolx.
milo nv update blog.nv reply msg.STUPID.MILO.
HAHA.elmo must go trng on wed OK! u promised!

sianz.

time is not for wasting.

14.5.05


who's the leader... Posted by Hello


a crazy plan for old trafford..its gonna be NEW trafford! Posted by Hello


my golden miner bee!!! =D Posted by Hello


look! Posted by Hello

I have a lot to say today.if i manage to say it all,but most of it will still be in etched in my mind for a very long time to come.
went to RI today wif elmo,gina,milo n elmo's rgs frens.plus reggie.haha.ok.i wore number 3.dun mind anw.(how come i din mind?????) ended up we had to play against guys for the 5 a side.fine.one impression of RI guys and most guys i have is....they have damn big egos.and i hate it.when they are desperate or feel put down,they slide you so that you wun get the ball.they dun care.that's ok.it's only when they wanna play doll wif u that really gets u boiling.yeah.they cant afford to lose to us.cuz we are gals.we are supposed to be the weaker sex remember.fine.they have to go NS anw. =_=
ok.this man.RI hockey teacher.his character has problem.his attitude sucks.his ego is in the air.he played doll wif u.shit him.he is really a bad example.threw the ball in directly to gina.gina took it.ran down the wing.i was on the other side of the field.somehow the ball came to me.i really whacked it hard high up to the other field.it was just nearby.i stared hard at that character-problem grown up man.but he din look at me.i told gina something.she looked blur.actually i just shouted at her that she could kick the ball back to that id***,something which she should.dun u feel insulted when your opponents smiles at u and pass u the ball directly.what a f*****.sorry abt that.pretend u dun noe the word. =)
i know they look down on us.we aren't as good as them.they aren't very good actually.by their behavior on the pitch,i can see everything.guys really have big egos.i can't say all,but most of them.and its a pity that they are already like that at such a tender age.sad cases.
i feel damn agitated now.
second.we had two teams.elmo's team was another.they have another guy opponent. 1 guy just put the ball into the back of his own net.so he conceded an own goal.why? ask the id***.for all no reason he has to insult some people who have nothing on him.what a f*****!
boys and men are hateful.that's only my opinion.of cuz it doesn't apply to all boys and men.hopefully i wun have to meet one on a permanent basis.he will be in my black book for pages to come.
ok,abt happy stuff now.HAHA.
yupyup,i printed out my Heineken ad and indesign.glad it's all over.left wif design drawing.suckiest of all.but still better than JC stuff.lolx.(im still comparing.) nvm.HAHA.
went to the diploma grad exhibitions.some were really nice.the fine art one was really inspiring.and i actually walked into an installation.serious manz.i was like alone in this room.the guy who did the installation was in there.and he started getting me involved in his work.it was actually the whole room.yeah.he put up curtains.translucent ones.covered the whole room.even the ceiling.switched off the lights.and you could see neon dots all over.like in space.but he told me that that was actually what u see when you are at the mountain top.he climbs a lot u see.yeah.so it was quite an experience for me manz.alone in the room wif him.gosh.but fortunately,he wasn't that handsome.....lolx....but very tall!!
so! my first experience of a close up installation.although it wasn't a lot but i will remember it.
it was a tiring day but i loved it.if only.................hmmmmmmm......i dun noe...hahhahaha.......
haven't been trng for 2 weeks.next week onwards gonna build up ma fitness!and yeah,we are playing nssl.........hahaha.....actually it isn't anything special. =)

7.5.05


yes,its from that stinky hawker center..urGH. Posted by Hello


at church...bored.AGAIN.haha Posted by Hello


i like this too....so TCM Posted by Hello


ma previous project...heehee Posted by Hello


research in sch library...sianz.. Posted by Hello


dunno y but i like this pic.... Posted by Hello


at a stinky hawker center...bored again.. Posted by Hello


just feeling bored...in the library... Posted by Hello


this is the back of the robot. Posted by Hello


see ma robot on the left! Posted by Hello

hmmm..finally got a bit of time to blog..actually,it's just an excuse not to continue wif work.haha.i have been glued to the comp almost the whole of today.TIRED.but here i am again.=P
i guess the rest of my next week is gg to be crazy.the comp will be ma permanent partner.i can't believe it.
i sort of miss gg to the esplanade.rem the period of time where i KEPT gg to the esplanade.lolx.wif diff grp of jc frens....blah blah blah..i miss the friday nites performance.wEeeeE...
actually i dun feel like blogging u know.HAHA.
pai seh........erm.ok,i shall give myself a break.watch the space above! =)

3.5.05

Today,8 people went to 77th Street at Bugis Junction.They were there to pierce a earhole.Or to watch.Only 1 person did.(of course!)That was me! lolx.ok,i know piercing ears arent anything special.but hey,it's my first time.haha..i want to wear the ring type deh.but of cuz a week later.or big studs,like beckham's! hahaha..bigger than kenny's!! =P yeah,piercing earholes aren't like piercing other parts of the body rit,so i guess it is alrit.did only the left ear.kept my right intact.otherwise i wld feel unbalanced.heehee.
No homework today.pHew.but potentially,as i have said,haha,pai seh,a bit loh soh,tmr sure got homework deh.daMN.nvm.yupyup,i got ma own digi cam!haha..ok,maybe having a personal digi cam is not a new thing to most of you guys,but......it is something special to dorKO! at least for a while.hahah...so you will see dorko gg rd wif her digi cam trying to snap things up.lolx.she's not crazy,just too enthu for the moment.HAHA.
today's excursion to MND is quite boring.the italian architecture were quite few and not exciting enuf leh.we went for lunch at maxwell.finally ate the hainanese curry rice.taste the same.nice and small portion.haha.no waterchestnut drink.lolx..and we had a lot of jokes about..erm..'auntie' and 'auntie' related stuff..and da jie related stuff...and even andy got into the picture.lolx...so...din have organic today...but nvm,tmr! =)
we all had to do presentation on our lesson in thinking project.yeah,so when it was my turn to go up,i was quite tired by then..but luckily,hahahah,i could say smtg..and yar,glad it was over.thou it was just a small presentation.on the spot u noe.
rinn noticed ma stud! she was the first to notice.after i TOLD henry.lolx.can't blame DA JIE u noe.maybe he had a bad day.at a moment.but i dunno.din ask him abt it.yeah.rinn said it was sexy.omgoodness.not a word i wld use to describe.haha.rinn is damn farnie.and cute.hmmm....yeah,rinn shd pierce her eyebrown.so that her eyebrown gets more attention.lolx!
hahaha...
guess that's all..sianz..tmr must cheong!!! missing trng again.sigh.

P.S. number 5 rocks!