Imagine this.You are lying on the bed.sick.seriously sick.maybe approaching death.terminal illness.whatever.your frens and relatives surround your bed.many more occupy the whole house.all waiting for the time of your death.they start preparations.calling up the funeral parlous.getting the nicest design for your coffin.booking the void deck.booking a coach bus.searching for the best place to deposit your ashes.or is it better to bury your body.at this point of time, let your soul fly out of your body.watch everything that is happening around you.tell me.will you ultimately die or not?of course you will.why?because everyone thinks you will.everyone is 101% sure you will.and with you still being able to open your eyes when someone talks to you,surrounded by all these negativity,do you think there is hope for you to live on?unless you are God,i say no.how can one ever survive the infinite negativity surrounding an already weak person?
now imagine you are Pope John Paul II.you have been so faithful in your religion.you believe in God.unfortunately,the people you preached to all these years do not believe in miracles.they believe you will die very soon.that's why you did.instead of praying for miracles that the pope would live on,masses of people starting mourning.can you imagine that???who caused the pope's death ultimately?the people.
another thing i hate about this issue of life and death,letters of condolences.what for send such letters after the subject of your letter is long gone???to say words the dead would have wanted to hear right.what for??i dislike letters of condolences.they prove themselves insignificant.unnecessary.and only reflects how concerned you are only when the person does not exist anymore.
similarly,do we only start to show concern when we have the fear that we would probably never get to see our loved ones again?human nature.can't be helped.but can be avoided,if we put enough thought into it before anything happens.
okay,enough abt the pope and whatsoever.
i am sick.arGH.flu.cold.i don noe which one.sore throat.i feel like my nose and ear is blocked.dun noe whether it is the right or left side thou.still have to do art.which can be an easy or difficult task depending on your health condition.
still went for trng yesterday.fortunately i felt the same this morn.HAHA.(am i suppose to laugh?)
today's lesson was one LATERAL THINKING.Heehee.but the exercises we had to do were quite unusual and inevitably,frustrating.ok i shant elaborate too much.makes me bored.but i thought this afternoon that i sort of did sort of similar exercises by myself when i was quite young.when i had nothing to do and decided to just do it.HAHA.well,okay,actually,when i was young,i would just use a pen and scribble at the top of any page where there was empty space.i would just anyhow scribble,turn the paper as i scribble,shake my hand as i scribble etc,just to create some difference in lines.then i would start to stare at my creation and try to make out anything i see.HAHA.i quite enjoyed that.but when i asked someone else if he/she could see what i saw,they couldn't.that's perfectly normal.as i learnt today.well today it was slightly different.we had to crush the paper and then open it up and find human forms.quite the same right.HAHA.second exercise.okay,i want to elaborate now.this exercise was the one which sort of frustrated me cuz i did not know how to do it.we had to use torn pieces of paper to create our friend's mood at the time.this really nan2 dao3 me.so i just did it lar.anyhow only.HAHA.anyway,i would have preferred to be taught lateral thinking and its tools instead of doing such stuff.nobody said you can rely on the school right.fine.
alright.i think that was all for today.it was raining damn heavily after lesson.so we went to TCC for a while.sat there a while.den walked home wif 2 other guys under lighter rain.walking in the rain can be quite romantic.especially at night.just look up at the lights from the street lamposts and watch the rain spray down.very nice.if only i can capture that moment.yeah,and there was the mention of 'water photography' as we walked home.by none other than stupid doRKo.dunno where that word came from anyway.HAHA.
i guess that's all for now.
milo never blog for so long!!!!! i dun think milo even reads my blog now.heehee.
and elmo too.needless to say,gina.HAHA. =P