sunday was a very hot day.the weather?yeah.the attitude?yeah.high internal and external temperatures.maybe due to the latter influencing the former.but it's ok.i guess.not good in our quest to win something but it's just each and everyone of our characters.a leopard never changes its spots.that's what makes it unique.well,we're not talking about animals but human being with feelings here.what's it feel like to be shown the red card on a day @ 100deg? how about a yellow? lots of vulgarities?? i would rather shy away. frustrated as i was, i could only kick sand and say nasty words under my breath. not everyone expresses it the same way though.that's why we are all so unique n different.
a swollen ankle.lots of pao4 pao4 under my feet and broken skin.that was my reward. add another whack to the shin, yeah,that sums up sunday.but i guess its ok.other than the ugly bruises on both of my legs,which i really can't stand looking at for a second, i guess there's nth much for me to say.but i finally realise something very simple,i ought to take care of my legs more than ever.is that a silly n stupid thought? or something that i ought to have known years back?? my legs have been working for me for so long and i dun rem once when i really do take good care of them.yeah,sunday taught me this lesson.i really do pity my legs when i see them now.all i wish is for the bruises and unsightly marks to disappear.
i guess i can't blame anyone for our failed quest.haiz.it's all in the game.it's how you control ur emotions even when temperatures run too high,over the limit.i kind of wonder how i got through those numerous steps of burning charcoal under my feet.i just couldn't keep still.its was simply burning.poor feet.is beach soccer really good for the skin? =S
have been rubbing so many different substances on my legs since sunday.layers and layers.i just dislike those bruises.
the O's are in SSS now.so lucky.but they deserve it.milo got a goal on sunday.so glad for her.so glad for u17 when i saw adilah scored that i started shouting 'goal' so loudly while we were warming up behind the post.haha.so pai seh.they must be really happy.won 4-0.
i somehow feel that whenever it comes to tournaments or competitions, i always miss out on the first prize.or any prize at all.how is this so?? psychological warfare? it was so on sunday.we won the first 2 games and i really thought we could battle n win the next 2,leaving one for the decider.but who could have thought that we lost the rest of our games.to underserving opponents still.oh well,the ball is round.in fact, i dun really understand this phrase and i dun noe why i m mentioning something i dun understand.for the sake of it i guess.
oh well,let us look forward to saturday n sunday. =)
never let the past determine ur future.