20.1.05

i wanna put it down once and for all.Whatever is associated with ** in my brain, all must ! I hate sitting there and doing nothing. No talk, no crap, no whatever. Fine. Just have to drop it and leave it along the pathway of life. No point looking back, although, sadly, i often do. Yup.So that's the end. Pple, pls do not ask any more.
We were having fundamental visual studies in sch this afternoon and rinn came over to look at my sketches.Then she said something which strucked me.She said that my sketches were complicated and fu4 za2 and that maybe my brain is experiencing turbulence(in my own words), which sort of means that my life is unstable?ahaha!
well,i kind of have this thought too.i was like wondering, how come most of my art work turns out to be so different from the rest? like so,erm,damn it, what's the word,...............eh,turbulent?ahaha..yup,i thought of that b4.but came to no conclusion as to the source.ahaha.anyway,i sort of agreed with rinn.but is that a good thing or not??ahaha....that's for me to find out.
after that lesson we had lecture.and there were like only a meagre number of people.and we all sat at the back rows and in front of us were like so many rows of empty red seats.i think shd be the lecturer more pai seh than us.hee.well,it was sort of because of this lecture which,haiz,made me make up my mind.it's over.
gd nite everyone.
hopefully i can get my ahem,pirated photoshop going.
shit,am i gonna get fined for that.......
wth

wth with the past
it's a new beginning! =D

P.S. i really hope i can just look forward.


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