BBQ day was,
1. happy to
2. bored to
3. hungry to
4. filled-up to
5. happy(once again) to
6. dreadful to
7. alarming to
8. feeling not right to
9. disgusted to
10. being an idiot to
11. having to go against my conscience to
12. having a totally different opinion of the people i thought i knew to
13. being even more disgusted with the big yellow bird to
14. praying for forgiveness to
15. telling myself to forget about the night to
16. reminding myself who i am and who i still want to be to
17. taking part in the 'Amazing Race' to
18. staying out after 12 for the first time to
19. having fun with 3 others to
20. being dead beat yet


still dreaming of..