hihi...like MIA for a while hor...hee..was my down period so...leave me alone!! had a lot of thinking to do...but till now,i haven't come to a decisive conclusion...it was abt a very impt thing in my life so i couldn't just anyhow think u noe....i really need to think carefully...1 wrong decision could lead to a regret of a lifetime..already had 1..dun want another...it's abt football really...whether to drop it or not...when i truly thought abt dropping it,it was really scary...like i can't do without it...but i definitely can do without the negative things surrounding football...after a week of absence,which i deliberately took to think real hard since the league ended, i decided to go for trng today...i just want to concentrate on my football n ignore the other things...i know it is not totally possible but i just have to know how to control myself..esp my emotions...which can really turn a person crazy...i know what i lack....bt i wld appreciate it if pple would approach it in a nicer way...n so i keep reminding myself to do what i know is right....sometimes its difficult as when u r in the game,u r so focused on it that somehow u forgot that what u actually needed was to focus on correcting your weaknesses which wld eventually help ur game...it takes time i noe...i wun forget what he said that very day...not that i want to bear this grudge..bt i want this to be a form of motivation for me..sometimes i really wonder to myself,why did i choose to play for such a coach....i dun understand it at all.....did i mention this before??? lol....or maybe it was just swirling rd my mind too many times...haha....yar,there's no logic really...except that i want to play football...so hopefully, today's trng wld be a great turn-ard....i not only hope,i really want to get rid of all that i know are my weaknesses....i can't care too much how the others see me....
and i dun intend to tok to much to him....haha...hey,im serious...
wednesday today...still a long way till monday....miss sch...really! that's why i went back yesterday afternoon...surf net,read in the library....really have no hw or whatsoever...first time i felt so relax as a student...but its not a bad thing...gives me time to read up on other subjects....n it's the first time i do miss sch too...hahaha...sort of can't wait for monday.....**
did u see MU beat liverpool??? they were such a different team...re-energised!!!! that's a good thing...time to get their campaign back on track...not too late!!! cristiano ronaldo is my new idol!!! ok,not idol but model..yup...i like the way he plays...very nice....but i wanna play center mid...in fact,the position u play doesn't really matter right...yeah....glad for silvestre too...he had such a horrible game against bolton i tink....yup,n this time his 2 goals shd really give him a boost!!
k.that's all....

P.S. waiting for ma straw hat.....*tapping feet*