duno y but i felt so not myself...i mean,im not feeling myself rightnow....after dinner,was so frustrated for no reason or some reason i dun noe...so now sitting in front of the comp blasting the music loud....only got 2 weeks b4 i present HVA2 powerpoint like AGAIN....every term 1 ppt i think....so boring r u listening......but i do like to learn abt HVA(history of visual arts)...erm,so i guess its not homework that im frustrated abt????? hahaa.....takes me a lifetime n i hope not more for me to know myself inside out...today had ink painting and ceramics...cuz 1st lesson for both new subs so just talk a lot...i mean the teacher...the ceramics teacher had lots of philosophy which some of us couldn't bothered listening to....bt i tot it was nice to listen to lao3 ren2's words n what they have to say abt this world....n lots of things he said really struck me....can't type everytg out here..bt his words really disturbed me a lot....philosophy on life n sorts....n that got me really thinking.....bt i do feel that i have no solution to what he said....which needs sort of a solution that only each one of us can find out for our very own self...abt money,living our life to the fullest.......ink painting teacher really cartoon....mr phang yong3 qiang2.....he said chinese painting was very easy..oh well,we shall see abt that huh.....bt he was not strict at all...damn lenient....could even answer his hp in the middle of writing stuff on the board...oh well.....den everyone like so slack n the first qn that popped out of a student's mouth once entering the classroom was,what time will u end the class cher??? oh well......im not gg say anything abt that thou....bt my brain does tell me things when i hear things like that....
do i miss trngs???? hmmmm.....dun noe....bt i feel like it has been a long time since i kicked a ball....dun wanna lose the feeling......dunnno...lets just take it easy.....
one thing i learnt today..do what u have interest in.....for life....u may not end up wealthy,but definitely well-off.... =)

damn it,can i see u more often...damn it...