finally did it this morn.saw the new building.quite empty still but the air-con was great. =P have to walk quite a distance frm bugis junction cuz no direct bus from my hse.along the way to submit my application,i was still pondering over whether to take this great step in pursing smtg so new to me.i still had doubts really.i even tried to imagine what it wld be like if i were to have a future in business n tried to make that image as rosy as possible.haha.but i couldn't.then i tried the other image of me and it wasn't perfect but acceptable.coincidentally, i received an email from SMU just a moment ago.i was rejected! guess that really makes my decision right and am really relieved that i finally submitted my stuff.can't imagine what it wld be like if i were to back out last min and then find that i dun have a sch to go to in the end.lol.so,this is the end of my so-called struggle wif making decisions and the start of a brand new chapter in my life! hope its gonna start off well and continue to be well.heE.
i think it was yesterday that i coincidentally heard a song which brought back memories from China.fan wei qi's na4 xie1 hua1 er2.i remember vividly that it was on the coach to the stadium for our first game against Chinese Taipei that the driver blasted this song for the whole journey.i rem i was feeling really nervous at that time.from the moment i got onto the bus till the start of the game.but esp on the way to the stad.i guess this song really did made me relax a little cuz the melody is so soothing.nothing heavy or metal.N i just closed my eyes,leaned back n listen till we reached the stadium.i shall never forget this song. =I maybe try to put this onto my blog.heE.
i guess this is all for today.for this morn in fact.haha.trng later.n its friday.looking forward to it! dunno why. =)