hmmm..today's game was tiring.i alwaz feel unusually tired out after playing wif boys.boys are undeniably always a step ahead of us.but that statement doesn't apply to all u noe.haH.one day,it will be the other way round. *eviL griNs* we lost but i think we all played pretty ok.i played second half right wing.i alwaz prefer to play second half than first half.had a few chances n i crossed early.and when the striker couldn't hold on to my cross,they all kept shouting at me to bring the ball down the touch line before squaring it in.hmMm..i admit at times i should have brought the ball down further but sometimes really,crossing early is good cuz i know that if i dribble too much,i wld get caught up by the opponent and u noe,i haven't really mastered chickening yet..so..i tried to cross early.and in my opinion,the striker should have made it a point to run for the ball or expect a cross in and meet it but din.then its my fault.nvm.when i play an early ball into space behind a defender for the striker cuz i know the opponent was behind me real quickly,the striker din chase after it.and i was told to relax and play easy.i wasn't nervous u noe,i was thinking quick and expected her to go for my pass.now i am quite confused as to whether what i did was correct.have to ask coach.n hope that he gives me a satisfactory answer.heE.it was a rather happy and sad occasion today,esp after the game cuz we were so-called told who were going to China.hmm,sadly a few of my closer frens din make it.in fact,only carol.but u noe,everything happens for a reason.and a good reason indeed.she will only find out sooner or later.it may be a blessing in disguise for her.so quickly,next sunday we are flying off.and after AFC,we would go separate ways.this is the sad part really.but i really want to stay in touch wif these pple i met more than a year ago.it really takes that "something" for us to meet..i mean,why us?why both of us?why the group of us?why each particular person? u can call it fate or whatever but i definitely do not want to lose touch wif anyone i have met,talked with and shared my life with,however little time we had together.not any single one of them.but unfortunately,not everyone thinks this way.in fact it took me a while before i was enlightened upon this fact, that frens are meant to be kept.heE.like so slow rit me..nvm..haHa.yeah,n elmo is going too! she was shocked just now to be selected but i am so so glad for her.hmm,maybe shes a little disappointed that she cannot make it for her chess tourney?? nonetheless, its gonna be a great experience for all of us..maybe even once in a lifetime! n elmo,maybe coach was trying to scare you when he took u aside on monday's trng n told u that u weren't going.haHa.budden why the sudden decision to come for the game today if you are not selected?? were u lying to me when u told me coach said that to you?? hmMM...haha..anw,the impt thing now is to look towards AFC.(is my english correct??) yeah..nth else..quite happy today..but i could have done better.definitely.i mean on the field.oh yar,brother came to watch the game today.heE.nice nice..=)