my life sarks manz..haiz..do you know how it feels like to try ,try ,try and try a million times yet still see no sign of improvement..it doesn't matter what i am referring to but its totally irritating and frustrating the hell out of me..i keep telling myself that i have to persevere, keep going, but when you continually show so dismal stuff all over and over again,you get tired rit..but the point of persevering is not to get tired easily..oh well,maybe i do really lack perseverance..i do feel bitter...and i mean bitter..that taste...in my mouth,all over my head and totally over my mood..and attitude...that is not good..it is not me to quit right now..quitting should never be a resort,not even the last...winners don't quit,quitter dun win..*isH* these past few days were bad for me..i mean with regards to my family...having cold war with dad...n its totally his fault...not mine...im not being so egoistic or what but he jolly well knows that it is his fault and he heck cares...so y shd i care too much...n its when u r at loggerheads wif someone that you suddenly realise that someone else close to you actually cares so much about you,only that you realise it now..aYe..how farnie can life be..my architect aspiration is over and gone..sometimes when i look at those nice and attractive architecture,i just can't help but glue my eyes to them...anw,nothing to be sad about..doesn't mean you cant be an architect if you didn't study architecture in U rit..*frowNs* but anw,it is possible...some way or another..i know..if i really want...enuf about U and stuff..sarks totally..im not a bad student k, i like to learn new stuff,but stuff that i m interested in..which can be uncountable....*weEeeeE* ok,anw,played badminton wif angeline today at TN...pro arh she...forehand backhand all zai...quite surprised that i did not lose my touch..haHa..after like so long...hMM...since lower sec i think...or upper pri..but pri sch days were alwaz badminton basketball tennis table tennis one leg catching and all over again....v fun..those were the days..no worries..only sports!! haHa...but one has to grow up...and when one does,the fun is gone...haHa..unless u know how to make ur life so chong shi....which is a real good thing...keeps you busy learning new stuff..that's what life is all about!! no slacking...bzbzbzbzbzbz...nice....no time for relationships too...haHa.. ;) some pple stay they hate being in love..i wonder what they are thinking...its a great feeling to be in love...n it changes you..makes you appreciate yourself more..and teaches you how to care for others more than you care for urself..n unless you do that,it can only lead to a break-up....Lol...wth am i toking about..SICK!! my shin damn pain...must be cuz nv stretch...n today's trng oso boring..maybe cuz i din really perform well lar..but so few pple...since monday..sianZ...our team like no mo qi..i feel...like so unfamiliar...SICk!! i want to dao everybody can!!!!!