i feel so demented today.this morning.i woke up wif a bad mood.dunno y.n i was very hungry this morning.n i feel like singing out loud.like there's something in my head that wouldn't go away but i dun noe what it is.i tried to find out but it kept hiding from me.whenever i am depressed, i think of you.whenever i am happy, i wish you were here. but never once did it happen. i feel bored.i hate it. my life is like a routine. train everyday.leave home at the same time.travel the same route.walk the same way. the worst thing that can happen is that i dun get to go for centralised trng.n to china.n i will hate U.let me swear at u. i need to let it all out before i die from supressing my feelings. U suck.U suck too much. U dun mean your words any bit.U are so useless although u think u r not. U have an attitude. U suck.U think u know best. U r a loser.