hmMm..that sicko J**** msged me yesterday,asking me if i have received my application results.that is not really the point.the point is,i have not received any letter.sigH.zhe mo ban..i dun wanna study in SMU.cuz like i do not see any further in what i will be studying there, which is economics and SocSc.its like so the norm.i do not like that.so just wait lar har..so many things happened this week,and its only wed.monday was like,wah piang,trng..fitness.tuesday,fitness.wednesday,prepare for thursday's fitness.hahA.my calf n groin damn achy manZ.left shoulder still damn pain loh.tsk tsk.dun noe wth is the prob..that monday goal was really memorable.yesterday Anna told me i shd play the way i played on monday everyday.hAha.i couldn't rem much abt monday's game except that i was really tired,lack fitness and could just hear my heartbeat the whole of that game.but i tink our side really did well.seems like now there's gonna be fitness every trng.2mins for one round.pple say that's too long for a national player.wah piang.i tink only 1 or 2 pple in TJ can run that fast.that's why.i alwaz tot 2mins was quite fast.now i know.its not acceptable!! the sprinting part is the worst.for me.like no energy to just add that extra spurt oredi.tsk.den got assignment on monday,tuesday n today.so tmr have to stare at the comp again.with my damn pain shoulder.the week before leaving for China,we are gonna have centralised training.for 1 week.n the schedule,as Titi said, was like the whole day.fitness,ballwork,fitness,ballwork,fitness,ballwork.........luckily i do not have sch.hAh.but clash wif my FTT.i tink that is not a prob at all.nowadays i really dun look forward to using the comp anymore.haHa.maybe cuz i feel damn tired when i stare at it too long.gtg ssc manZ.i oso dunno y,but sometimes i can be just so damn in the mood to play on the field n sometimes,i just can't do it.i tink it does take some time for me to realise what pple ard me are up to.i mean like,if a fren keeps asking you for help,do u continuously help or will u come to a point when u stop and think,is he or she just making use of me..haH..sometimes, u just can't be too nice,can u?yar,n something to note..i realise that i can't stand watching NKF Charity shows any further.dun u think those pple just suck.y risk your life n perform those BIG stunts to raise money...yyyyyyy????? n those prizes..so attractive but.....n i really detest that Cao Qi Tai...dun u tink he just suck...he thinks he is such a damn great host isn't it....just look at the way he exaggerates every single thing he says,every action of his...wah piang..i feel like just shooting him in the face..oh well,hmMm...yeah,n that conversation i had with Anna last nite..yeah..i tink she's quite nice le..alwaz ask abt me..like how's my U application..den she asked whether i was playing for U19 for this coming league..den i said no.playing for eb...den it was like...regina n angeline started to..."what????"...haHa...yar,anw mummy said i can play for club for national team but wth rit..of cuz play for club lar...national team is like...come on manZ..u r not invited..haH..yar,then anna suddenly asked, not playing for Home Utd? ahha..i was pretty taken aback by that qn cuz its like,so long ago..HOme Utd...so unfamiliar...n i dun feel at home at Home U..haHa..anw,now tat place is saturated wif so many players,go back for wat manz...like that loh..oh yar,i started to have a craving for Mr Bean's chocolate pancake!! nice!! but after eating it twice continuously,i felt a bit sian...haHa...wth rit..maybe once in a while lar hor...need to buy new boots...must bring 2 pairs to China..*isH*...if im going...heE...buy buy buy...haiZ...