yoZ..today's trng so sianz arh..coach sick..anna got home trng..so we played 2 side from the start..n unfortunately it wasn't a pleasant experience especially during the last few minutes where...well...wasn't pleasant..but i scored 2!! hah..but not enuf to change the atmosphere..i could just sense the tension in the air...pple at fault..i can't say..n i dun want to...there were so few of us,it wasn't even like a proper trng..the worst thing,after trng,some pple sat down to discuss n comment on other players..i dun really like tat..its like saying un-nice things behind a person's back..y do tat?? i really didn't want to join in the conversation but some of them were just enjoying pointing out other pple's faults n all...to the person who spoke the most,i have only 1 thing to say...a question u should ask urself is,"r u even fit to criticise others?" siGh..not only did i feel irritated but sad as well...maybe its all those feelings stored up inside them for so long tat for once they had to release it out..i dun noe..i feel incapable of controlling such a situation..ikha had it rit..(anw,ikha alwaz says useful stuff which probs me to think a lot =) ) she felt tat we shouldn't be saying such things.its not wat a united team shd be abt..she said she still felt attached to the ITE team cuz they were so united..they meet almost everyday after sch...ok,maybe its a different lifestyle altogether..but..we do need team bonding..haiZZZzzzzzz....so sad...i tot i was gonna be happi..haHa...looking forwaRD TO our dinner on friday!!(",) hope nothing gets in the way!! heE..anw,yar,i feel happi when i go out for dinner wif shiya,carol n ai en..yaY.. =) =)