Yesterday's challenge cup final was seriously un-entertaining..except for the penalty kicks of cuz..shiya's heart was beating too fast(i cld hear..Lolx) but i guessed mine was still at a normal rate..History repeated itself again...i was pondering as i walked away from the stadium,how does it feel like to alwaz be 2nd to someone else? shd be pretty bad..n frustrating too..on the other hand,that makes victory sweeter the next time it comes along..that also depends if it does really come along..dUh..the atmosphere wasn't really great at that dilapidated Hougang Stadium...n we had poor,low quality entertainment during the break..some malay bois rapping rubbish into the microphones..what shyt...it wasn't a great night for me either...aYe..hard to express...sometimes i wonder,are there other forms of expressing emotions other than thru words..hmMm..maybe thru actions...that's so natural but unfortunately,not everyone interprets it the right way..haHa..does it pay to be too kind?? i am starting to seriously think so...the people ard you aren't that nice n kind as u think they r...haha..I sat on the TR side of the stadium cuz u noe y?? i alwaz turn left wherever i go..Lolx..yar,so when i entered the stadium,i just turned left to the stands n tah dah,it was the TR side..lOlx..but its also becuz there were fewer people there..less noise..for a while at least..met calister,former TR player when i was at TR..so nice..she looked so fine..haHa..n saw a few others too..nana,thian...met lin..jill quek even had her floorball gals there..haHa..what's the big deal..Lolx..luckily she didn't shoot her penalty wide..i had been having weird dreams these 2 days..the earlier one was abt me transforming into a dolphin,right in the middle of a video shop..n all that crap lar..i prefer to write that down using a pen thou..then last night,i had 2 separate dreams..maybe cuz i woke up halfway to excuse myself..haHA..=P...the 1st one was shiya buying a toy helicopter or aeroplane ar...cuz the salesperson told her that the toy plane,nicknamed,nicholas(!!),would take her to beijing for the national training tour..LolX..well,she's oredi going anw..tmr...den she was so excited abt it n wanted to buy that toy plane..n i was like telling her to stop being stupid..haHa..can't rem anything after that..Hee..the next one was quite meaningless too..it was me n meli being chauffeured...both of us got into the back of a huge car n was driven ard...dunno for wat oso...forgot the rest..haHa..actually i can rem de,but now like fading liaO..ai yo...i wonder what implications these dreams have hor..but i really do look forward to dreams...weird ones..unpredictable...nice nice...=) its monday again!! must have a good start to the week!! stay coOL!! smile more!! =) =) =) =) =) N pls quit ur attitude k.....ok....=)