u guessed it rit! im so damn bored..i still cant decide..ID or Arch..headache X5....sometimes i think tat i tink too much..but sometimes...i need to think..I like a quote Steve Prefontaine said...i can't rem the whole thing but i know its there in my head...n i will rem it forever...can anything last forever??forever meaning till the day u die..the world around is changing so much,all at the same time.singapore.do u realise tat many new policies are sprouting..education,health,economy....can we trust tat the government is doing wat's best for the people?or does it put the country's economy first??suddenly,i feel tat we can't trust the government totally,in everything it does...although since young,i alwaz feel tat the government wants the best for our country n would do its best to help its people...maybe im wrong...or am i too grown-up now..turning into a typical government-critic singaporean...but i definitely dun like the idea of having a casino in singapore...wth is the government thinking...revenue from such entertainment?? to boost the economy?? people do get weary...but if it lasts too long,people get weary forever...i wonder how the future singapore would be like...how future singaporeans would be like...maybe b4 one can ever find out,singapore may be drowned by the melting ice bergs from the poles,submerged under the ocean forever...i can't help but start taking a liking to granola bars...the quaker chewy ones...ever since i had my first bite..discipline is lacking...maybe im weak mentally..but i admit tat i've been eating too many of these bars...i once had 6 on 1 day...wat was i thinking...do humans lose control at the slight sense of hunger..or is it emptiness...i wonder if i can last till may..till tournament...cuz im getting sick of my life..its so routine..n i dun look forward to trngs unlike b4..to a lesser extent i shd say..maybe i shd seek greater challenges...the emirates advert really hit my hard..."when was the last time u tried something for the first time?" i can't rem...although i yearn to try something new,somehow there aren't enuf motivation...inertia's too great i guess...there are soooOO many things in life to achieve...can 1 actually achieved everything??ohno,feeling heavy in the head...