can life be as bad..damn it damn it damn it...i missed today's game...u19 won the Lawyers' Society 8-2...damn it DAMN IT...arGH..arGh...siGh.........wats the pt manZ..its over...cuz i went to the DAMN NUS open hse...damn IT...daMN IT...went for a few talks over there...i esp wanted to listen to the design n environment one..im glad i knew a little more abt the course,OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF FOR WASTING TIME!!!! n yeah,no portfolio is needed..i met sarah n her fren,su-ching,whu is also interested in architecture n so we went to figure things out wif the dept...n cool manz..there were displays of works by arch students..tat really hit me hard n made me just wanna do arch straight away!! it really did.u wun believe it but every time i turn to face any direction,i can just see,right in front of me,someone i know..from pri sch,sec sch,jc or watnots...yeah..its like an unannounced gathering.."Alrit gals,be there.See ya" yeah,something like tat...arGH..i hate myself..well not really..in fact,i have made up my mind after today...THAT....i will take arch..dun like to be so indecisive anymore..send my option..go for interview..go for test..the rest will be upon God...if its meant to be,its meant to be..seriously,i wld have to study long years if i want to be an architect in singapore..8 i tink...by then,everyone my age would have been earning big bucks..just look at the meagre figures of all occupations..damn it damn it...pro footballers earn 60,000 pound a week!! damn IT....daMN It....arGHARGH....can i be sad for a while...=( i missed the game =(