yo! yo! u noe wat happened at trng today?my whole left arm was taped up,well,not the whole arm but at the elbow part lar..den it was like so tight but i felt secure..lolx...anw,coach gave us our post match preview n rated us..defence:4/10 midfield:3/10 attack:4 or 3/10 well,as usual,i was disappointed in myself really...i still can't believe i didn't get tat goal..ahHhhhh...ok,deviation...anw,coach said the midfield is the main prob cuz i noe tat when i was the ONLY ONE in center mid,i had to run back n forth...think i wat arh..wah lah..n when i told coach i had a fitness prob,he said i was weak mentally...??????...??????....wth..ok,think positive...maybe he's right...maybe i should do some mental trng...serious....n i dun noe y but he kept gaving excuses for me...like he said i pulled out of some challenges n tackles cos i was afraid of my arm injury..i dun rem pulling out of any challenges really..maybe its just tat i didn't tackle...n i rem when i was on the field tat day,he shouted at me once not to be afraid..i think tat time i turned my back to a ball which i tot the opponent i was marking was abt to blast it forward...i did tat in hope tat i could deflect the ball but coach said i shouldn't be afraid..wth...i wasn't!! serious!! ok,anw...i think i should get an elbow guard..saves me time taping every trng..n saves my skin from getting pulled off!! my shoulder is starting to ache now...dun noe y..haiZ...putting ice...ahHHHhhh...i tink i should go ssc..safer manz...wah lah....but must choose an appropriate time...next game against TR...sia lah..i just hope tat coach stops giving excuses,especially to me...after this tournament,those big shots coming in so i dun noe if i can save myself a 1st team place...stop!!! think positive!! stop those negative tots infiltrating ur mind!!! unhealthy!!! not good!! ok,enuf....i noe...later watching westside story..lolx...dun noe y,but its never fails to interest me,those 5566 shows..lolx...is it a phase im going thru??lolx..