i was really trying to be happy at yesterday's trng.it sort of worked out budden sort of didn't oso..haH..anw,i had a good tok wif coach after tat impt decision i made n he was really assuring.i felt much better after the tok but i noe tat i still have a lot to improve on.the most touching thing was tat reg told me tat she n her gang wld support me all the way..haHa..tat was really nice but at tat point of time,i really didn't noe how to react,although i admit i was a little surprised as well as touched..heE..den we n elmo took 2 pics,which turned out pretty nice on my hp but when i loaded it to the comp,u can't see anything!!(r u reading tis elmo??) haha..n elmo was v nice too...she remembered her promise..=) anw,today got a day's break althou somehow i dun really need it.i just want to get back to trng..haHa..after trng yesterday,went to pasir ris chalet..the whole damn place was so noisy when i reached there wif mummy..cuz u noe wat..berd's fren was there n they were having a some kind of "family day"..n there were KFC balloons all over..oh well,so the eb gals got cooped up in a small room till abt 10pm..luckily there was tv..az n sam were really farnie wif all their crap as we watched lightyears..hahaha..zuhrah,farah,jill,pam,sav n meli were there too..but i didn't really feel comfortable staying too long so i left ard 11..i couldn't stay anyway..no point oso..haH...now tat a few of the u19 gals were promoted to the national side,i somehow could sense something different about the atmosphere during trng..maybe its just me...i dun noe..there's like tis unfamiliar atmosphere..n now that there are a few national team players joining us,things r changing..dun noe whether is for the good or bad but hopefully,we all can get along well..we definitely need to..later into the nite,angeline msged me..u noe wat she said??haha...she asked if i was ok cuz she saw tat i looked v sad(sad,not angry) throughout trng..heE..i seriously dun noe if i did look tat way..maybe yes,maybe no...=l i dun carry a mirror wif me u noe...didn't really expect tat from her too..since we weren't v close..so tats y i was a bit surprised n of cuz,touched...heE...haiZ...it was i tink,the 1st time tat i felt like i was breaking apart doing something i alwaz liked..n have passion for..i hope tis doesn't last..nt gd...there's really no time to be exhausted..u will lose momentum...=l yar,n i finally got to learn abt fallacies..! its so damn interesting althou i can't really remember all of them..thx elmo!! alwaz trust a rgs gal to come up wif these..loLx..