haiz...today's trng wasn't bad...we played 2 side almost from the start...n my team was against ***'s...actually i dun noe wat happened n i dun noe y but i get really really pissed off when i just see tat ******* face n i get so uptight..i played wif anger(converted to aggression) during the 2 side n throughout the whole time,my whole mind was just to win the game n make sure we win..CANNOT LOSE...not to ***....i wun allow it..n we won i guessed..lolx..maybe its a good thing tat im so uptight..i really ran back n forth the damn field n was really tired...n i got only 1 goal...lolX..but made good passes lar...how i wished *** didn't exist..at least get out of my sight..FOREVER..lolX..so evil...haHa..anw,elmo finally showed me tat piece of philosophy thingy..the fallacy stuff n it was pretty interesting..maybe i shd take up philosophy in NUS!!!???!!!! haha...n we had fun applying those principles we learnt into our conversations!! how coOL!! how cool can U19 get!!!haha..oh well,den after trng,me,carol n ai en waited for shiya n we went to mos burger for dinner...lolX...FAST FOOD!!! =( but den,the seafood rice burger was really nice..although i didn't really noe wat i was eating..haH...can't sleep now..dun noe y...the 1st time me up so late on the comp...lolX...u noe wat!! i saw the predator pulse boots today for the 1st time!!! soOOoo coOl...!!! my goOdness...wif interchangeable studs!! n available in my size ;) i hope can find them in queensway or just somewhere in singapore...have to find a good pair of boots after AFC...dun want to go there wif lousy boots..before trng,jed said today to a few of us tat the possibility of us scoring in AFC matches were realistically,0...it was quite a FALLACy(!!!) for her to say tat but somehow i felt really excited as i tot it wld be really good for us if we cld break tat "curse"...haHa..i saw the china n south korea teams played on a video tape n found tat,well,they seemed not all tat formidable..maybe its different when u watch n when u play but....still...impossible is nothing (",) nothing at all....my left shoulder really aching now...n my elbow still the same...lolX..just now dun noe y felt my teary eyes..hHAahHAaa....but still,i have tat irritated mood in me whenever i see tat b***** person..dun try to guess...u r wasting ur time n anw,i wun tell u whu tat person is...maybe U r irritated by her too..lolX..whu's reading tis anw...haH...v tired..actually not really...im not even yawning...heE...oh yah! i met Ee Yang on the train on my way home..he's working at the MEridian..if i didn't hear wrongly..haH...yah,i met him n his gf on V Day too near Raffles Place...n u guessed wat was the 1st thing he said to me den?"dorcas,wat happened to u??"...maybe i shd ask him,"well,wat happened to me??" lolx...i really didn't noe...i asked him,"my hair too short izit??" den he said,"yar..." i mean..????????....ok,he's ur fren,dear...n Ee Yang is so soft spoken..anw,nothing's wrong wif me...maybe he has not seen me for a long time n his mind got caught up totally wif his long-haired gf...loLX...im perfectly fine,in my eyes...(",)haiZ....time seems to be FlYing!....!....is tat a good thing??arh,fallacy...heE...i really love thing fallacy thing..so mind boggling yet challenging..i like!! but does it mean tat watever or whoever u like is best for u??haha,wat am i getting at...but its a probing question yar...hmMMM...maybe i can find the answer in my dreams...