haha..i decided not to go for trng today.. ;) partly cuz i feel disgusted by myself n oso,im meeting my college frens for dinner!!! lolx...haha..it has been a long time since i met them...hmMmm...abt 3months...n its an all-girls nite out!! =) i guessed i seriously got hooked onto solitaire showdown after i played wif elmo tat time..but haven't seen her online for a few days oredi..lolX...tmr after trng,go buffet at bungalow!! yeah,decide to go there lar..n maybe spend my wednesday there too...berd still so generous leh,say will pay my cab fares to trng..lolX...i dun noe if yesterday wld continue to haunt me but i made an impt decision today n told coach..he said he wanted to speak to me later but i guess he wld have to leave tat till tmr..i kind of feel intimidated or dun really look forward to one 2 one serious talk wif anyone..i alwaz feel tat tat person wld be able to look thru me..haha...wat shit...anw,i shdn't fear anytg rit...lolX...i feel v disgusted when pple keep shouting when play is going on,especially at u..i hate tat feeling..yesterday was sort of back into tat state once again..n u noe wat...there were a b***** group of NTU pple at the stands,of cuz supporters of TR,n shouting for bernard to,oh well,"go home"...wat shit..i didn't think it was fair to us tat the game coincided wif TR's duno wat the hell event,where they gathered all their b***** supporters n organise some b***** carnival..we weren't told in advance n i tink tats really not fair to us..but anw,nothing is fair..nobody is...even tat penalty,hah,it was clearly outside the box...wat shit...anw,everything's over..oh yah! i met david at the stadium yesterday.it has been more than a yr since i met him.he was having a charity run yesterday.didn't really say much..alrit! its a brand new week n i shd start it off well!!today!! let bygones be bygones!! the future awaits!!