When an artist looks back she often discovers that what drew her
into art in the first place was a need to simply have her way
with something--anything. This need, we concluded, is not
necessarily common in the greater population.

As Glen Van Ekeren noted: "Creative people exhibit a continuous
discontent with uniformity." Taking control implies building
your own fortress and fortifying your own building. It's not
easy. John Hall said: "I want to be different. Just like all
the other different people I want to be like. I want to be just
like all the different people and assert my individuality along
with others who are different like me." By being different we
can grab the thin brass rail of control. Then Joe said, "That
puts contentment at risk, but that's when the good life begins."

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from
being overwhelmed by the tribe. To be your own man is a hard
business. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes
frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege
of owning yourself.

Esoterica: Control of self is the basis of control of destiny.
Attitude and aptitude coupled together with fine-tuned and often
reformed habits are the builders of creative joy. Someone
quoted Mark Victor Hansen: "Put your future in good hands--your
own."

i miss those pple i haven't seen for so long...from eb,from jc,from sec sch.from nafa.hee.although for the later,sort of bo2 liao4.but,on friday,din see.my comp damn slow now.i shall switch topics after every sentence k.lolX.jk.
after class on friday,we had to do a survey on the teachers whu taught us.everyone of them.so like for each teacher,we have to do an evalution online.wah piang,so advanced manZ,the system.so i was like thinking,teachers are being evaluted too.Hmmmm....so what if u hate this teacher a lot...lolX....no leh,i think the teachers all quite nice n helpful.except for 1 or 2 whu may have problems wif their moral values n still try to influence us wif them.haha..
going to watch THEVISITOFTHETAITAI wif yi fen!!!! first time gg to watch a theatre show.damn excited..hahaha...actually have been wanting to watch a theatre show for very long liao...budden..expensive + no one wants to watch such things.....hahahahha....yaY!
my softball plan flopped.can't make it for their trngs at all...3pm on weekdays..no way what...anw,hee,softball is sort of like baseball wif lots of bases...i only like the hitting of the ball part...the bases really bore me...hahahahaha...so nvm loh....
my floorball plan seems to have flopped too....dao kia nv reply me when i asked her abt it...so.....hmMmmm....
what next????
actually shuo1 hao3 wanna go wakeboard wif stef n roger....roger said no $$$$....stef now in korea liao!!!! so...haiZ....nvm deh...anytime! as long as im still alive...hee.
next wed gg to watch 2046 wif elmo n angelino!!! so excited....we actually haven't watched a movie together before u noe!!!!! can u believe that......hahahahaha...hmMmm....i hope its a good show lar har....heEe..
i hope i have a good weekend....finished ma basic drawing project1 last nite....i like it!!! not say totally but i like the feeling of admiring ur finished work n say to urself(erm,quietly), "that's ma work!!!" hahaha....satisfaction.of cuz i like the process of creating ma own work too...i tell u,i like it all!!! heeEe....gg bonkers liao...
is art gonna be ma life??? dunno....maybe...hopefully...
friday din go for trng.....i have to admit i have been feeling lazy when it comes to trng....many reasons...small small reasons...i feel like i've lost the passion for football..the reason,still trying to confirm it wif myself...everytime elmo n angelino like so enthu abt football n i feel so sian,haiz,i really hate the way im feeling abt football when it was once a huge part of my life....but now...i dun noe what happened..
monday will be an eventful day....hee...if what i think is gg to happen will happen...haha...
today have to do ma perspective hw....den that's all!!! hahaha....got drum practice...or isit practise...lolX....the former.i think.yup.
i do think that ma brain is very powerful.somtimes too powerful for me to control.ma brain is not = me.that's 2 separate things.but controlling each other all the time.
wanna change hp!!! that time said 7610.now! it's S700i!! sony ericsson deh!!! damn nice...i like it....!! u see,samsung n siemens also have phones which are smhow alike to this s700i but why i like sony ericsson's?? cuz it's so style!!! therefore,i conclude that,design is very impt!!! very impt!!! design=style.good design=good style=$$$$$ =P
$988 i saw the price this morn...hee...bt can trade in ma 3650.
i tell u, ma love for ma hps somehow wun exceed 2 yrs....haha..bt that only applies to hps ok...lolX...

"The mystery of life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced."

Parable of the Pencil
The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box. There are 5
things you need to know, he told the pencil, before I send you out into the world. Always
remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in
Someone's hand.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become
a better pencil.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.

And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the
condition, you must continue to write.

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.

Now replace the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you
will become the best person you can be.

second bout of MIA?? haha..well,im back!! hee...still the same old me,i guess...yesterday at TGCC.st soccer.quite fun.not all fun thou...hee hee..those whu were there wld noe....so i guess it's only angeline who was there and who wld read this...ahahahaha....
erm,next sunday NSSL finals liao.at Toa Payoh HDB Hub.same place.same time.seems to me like history likes to repeat itself.n that place reminds me of a lot of things.memories.people. sad.happy.siGH. haven't met pple for like a year oredi...this amt of time can definitely change a person totally..sigh..
i have to confess. friday,sat and sunday were unhealthy days for me...friday nite, soooo hungry at 9.10pm that i couldn't help it but went to Macs for dinner...so sinful....McChicken meal plus ice cream cone...omgoodness....saturday nite, had a pack of brazilian nuts coated wif chocolate from marks n spencer....after dinner and erm,while watching beckham's brillant performance...!! hee..i really love that goal......let's talk abt that later ok....sunday afternoon after lunch, 1 scoop chocolate freckles from swensens........how sinful can i be!!!???!!!!! arGH....can't resist chocolate...my weakness.....aYe....
after st soccer on sat, took bus home wif ma dao kia....talked a bit....shd i ask her sis bang1 wo3 cut hair??? hmmmMm.....den she got floorball frens too...wanna play floorball!!!hee....
abt beckham's goal!!! omgoodness......style+accuracy....i like!!!! i think he played well in this game..n i really like to watch beckham play right wing....his crosses n free kicks n corners all taken in style...that's what i like.....it's the way he strikes the ball that is really so attractive to me......he's got the style manZ......tsk....when can i ever do that.......let me think harder....hahaha....nono..in fact i shd practise harder...bt as i said......nvm....
friday went for u17 trng..yup,im officially 5 this yr....rem,5.5.5.5.5.5.i like this number.so style. quite boring trng bt,nvm.at least got to go gym...heE...although only for a while...
tuesday is ma HVA presentation liao..so fast...but better..finish it once and for all...heh...wanna play drums next sunday...need better time management!!
alrit.that's all.hee..
till the next time.....erm, yar,next time, it's still dorKo right here...! =)

hope to be able to cya soon.

a good hint.lolX. 

who's that?? 

quite happy.erm,cuz the straw hat looked preettyyy ok,erm ok,ok yar,on me..heE..i like it!!! thank elmo for bringing it all the way from vietnam.thank vietnam for coming up wif such a,erm,creative object!! the sun must be damn strong over there...no wonder vietnamese are soOOoo thinNnnnnn pple...haha...do u noe if u write this sentence for ur GP,u gonna fail.lolX...that's a sweeping statement.fail.F.haha.
erm,just came back from Bugis.again.ai ya,just go walk walk wif 3 other pple.mum.dad.bro.hahahahah...sian diao
finished my hw!! i always like to finish the week's hw by the end of the wk.makes me feel damn gd!! n relaxed.i like my weekends to be relaxed.
driving test on 18th.siao liao.really no time.like i just started parallel parking.like what manZ..den the instructor damn what deh loh....sian diao.i dun wanna fail leh..hee...
nth much to say.
i realised that my mood affects my performance.and i realised that i can customise my mood to suit the performance i want.conclusion? the mind is the most powerful machine ever.
have u ever thought of this...or have u had this fear that u may not get to see a friend,once close to you,ever again,just becuz u lost contact wif that friend.it's so sad isn't it.n both parties are not taking the initiative cuz,i dun noe,fear of rejection maybe.most prob.i do have this fear.just struck me all of a sudden.
haven't seen ma dao kia for sooOOo long...starting to miss her...can u imagine????haha...bt den i noe someone else misses ma dao kia even more.heck.if ya reading this,dao kia,dun forget! we are dao kia yi zhu!!! wth.so childish.bt it's gonna live on n on....!!
friday felt so frustrated wif myself.during BD.bt not becuz of BD.i just can't tolerate it anymore.im getting impatient.im lacking the courage to take action.all clouds of dreams but zero action.wth.on the other hand,i really dun noe what to do.what action???what???what????have no idea at all.Zero.someone salvage me.i cant wait half a yr more.u noe,im impatient.n it may wear out....

*impatient dorKo feeling ever so impatient wif the pace of her developing EQ*